I really hate learning lessons, especially lessons that I should know already. I have spent the last few months trying to figure out why I am still single. *Disclaimer - I really have low self esteem.* I am a happening chick. I have a great personality, successful worker, nice house, great kid, and I am semi-cute.
It hit me today while watching one of those teeny-bopper movies. I cannot see what is in front of me. I do not truly love myself. I like myself on most days, but I am not satisfied with who I am right now, in my skin. Not that this will change with time, but I am going to work on loving me for awhile.
I really like my life and who I am. I don't think that will change. What can change is the way that I think about myself, and the way that I present myself.
I was waiting for something or someone, who clearly does not believe in the me I am currently. I now know that I want a person who will accept me for who I am. I am not going to change me too much.
It may not be the picture that I thought that I wanted, but I should give it a chance.
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